Regret to say that I was not "Upright in Heart." I did not "Shout for Joy." I would have been more "glad" had the word "practicum" never been used. Nor was I in anyway "Righteous," because there is something barbaric about paying five dollars for a pound of Corn Flower, even if it was grown on a mountain top using no till techniques, shovels of the short handled variety, scavenged cardboard, imported horse manure and let lie composts.
And if I look further into Psalm 32, I can begin to sense King David coming to
the conclusion that the Lord must have well drenched me with both iniquity and
guile and therefore I am doomed to the "many sorrows of the wicked." Nor was I
the only one who smoked four cigarettes at the nut eater retreat. And yes I will
probably be going to hell.